There will always be the girls you can't believe
you were once friends with. ; ` the boys you can't
believe you kissed & ; the one [ boy ] you can't
believe you ever lived without. <3

but there`s just something about him that made me like him ever since the day i met him. there was something about him that made me go absolutely crazy for him <3

the world is gonna throw us a million
reasons why this isnt gonna workout
between us. but im armed with one `'
reason why it will - we love eachother

the greatest challenge in life ;;
is to find someone who knows
all your flaws && differences `
and mistakes yet still loves - - '
everything about you . . <3

           OoOh 7 months!!

soo for the past 7 months i have been with the most amazing boy ever. he is absolutely perfect. everything about him is jus.. unexplainable. ive never felt like this about anyone ever. he is my whole world. i dont kno who or where i would be without him. hes changed me so much for the better.. & i couldnt be more thankful. it sucks that im grounded & cant even spend our day together.. but idk.. im jus so madly in love with him .. we're getting married too.. soo yah i would be so lost with out him in my life. we've broke up twice. but both times we jus realized we couldnt be without eachother.. & we got back together in like a day.. which im glad. i know he loves me & i know i love him. we're so perfect. <3

Baby, i love you.. you`re my whole world. thanks for everything.

Happy 6 Months Baby ... <3 x o `

* I have the most amazing boyfriend ever. the past 6 months, have seriously been the best 6 months of my life. its so crazy. i never would of thought i would actually go out with jared glasgow. lol. but i am.. && im so in love with him. he`s so perfect && makes me so incredibly happy. im soo lucky to have him. yah we havent had some good times.. but we always get through them, no matter what. && we've definately have had more good then bad. i dont know what i would do without him in my life. he`s amazing. *

i love you so much baby.

 i dont ever wanna lose you. <3 x o `

you make my heart feel
something it's never felt
before .. and everytime
i see you, i fall in love a
little bit more ..

Happy Valentines Day! <3 x o `

Wow. it was amazing. even though i didnt get my roses at school because its gay && wouldnt let them deliver them. but thats okay. i got them at jared's house && they're absolutely beautiful. he got me a very cute card. i loved it. && hes takin me out to dinner when he gets his tax money back. it was absolutely amazing! <3

i got him the mvp baseball game a teddy bear thing && some chips ahoy cookies. lol && i made him a huge card with pictures of us all over it. i know he liked it. haha

But we went && rented saw 2 && visited zach for a while. then went back to his house && watched the movie. idk.. it was the best valentine's day ever.

thank you baby. i love you so much <3

love is when you cant get that certain someone out of your head. love is when you think about them non stop. love is when you draw hearts around their name. love is when you write those stupid " I <3 .." on ur paper with their name & cross it out real fast hoping no one saw his name. love is when you dream about his warm hugs, his beautiful eyes, and his lucious kisses. love is when you wanna be in his arms forever. love is when you wanna tell everyone about it, even if they havent even asked....

- Soo all i can say is i`m so glad jared didnt go to south dakota with Zach & Trevor.-

- Friday night at like 3 in the morning zach trevor & some other kid got in a huge car accident. they like flew off of a hill && landed straight up. Zach broke his nose && his like cheek bones. && did something to his leg, so he cant walk for 3 months. && trevor broke both of his ankles && legs. they were drinking, so i guess thats what happens when you drink & drive -

* Jared was so close to going. i even was like okay yah you can go, i think i can handle not seeing or talking to you for 4 days. && he was so close to goin to, but at the last minute he decided not to. im so glad he didnt go. i wouldve freaked out if i wouldve got a phone call sayin he was in the hospital with a fucked up face && broken legs. ah it woulda sucked so bad *

Tomorrow after school. me jared & ashley are gonna go visit him. its gonna be sad. <3

- Jessika - x o`

i love you jared <33 x o `